Friday, March 14, 2008

Connecting with my sis

So my sis called and the next thing i know we've been talking for almost two hours straight. It was good, and i am not complaining, but wow, she only lives in the next twon over in wilmington. Well she expressed come concerns regarding my relationship with Shawn. I listened to her, and gave her feed back. She made a point to say, I am not judging you or trying to discourage you, but please know that these are my worries, and I want to make sure you know what the hell you are doing. She called me on my short relationships, and I replied that most of them were purly sexual in nature, and while they were mostly sexual, I tried to make a relationship out of them. She doesn't not understand the nature of many gay men, and how like straight men tey don't want the commitment, they only want the sex. So I told her more about Shawn and how he treats me. She's worried about the age gap, she's worried about me giving up all my dreams in order to fit in an older guy's life. She has many worries, and while she still supports me, I know that only time will show her, the love we share. BTW, My sis thinks we are moving too fast, and doesn't want me to have another ed, or gary(her ex). I will not, and I will be willing to bring Shawn around to meet my family. They need to see that he is not a pedophile, or some old pervert. They need to see him for the man he is. Boo Bear, if you're reading this, know that I love you, and am here to stay.

Slante'

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