Time really does fly when you're having fun.

So I got a e-mail from my daddy Red, and a weird one from some random guy on the same site that i met Shawn. So i wanted to see who was looking at my profile, and I kept looking back, 63 day ago, to be exact, was when Shawn first looked at my profile. It was about 70 days back that I first looked at his, he took a week to reply. I can't believe that I am so in love and so connected with a guy in such a short amount of time. Just about two months ago we met for the first time face to face, and Shawn actually asked to hold my hand. Here I was used to the "dom top" type of guys taking control, and here he was asking to hold my hand. Was I scared, hell yeah, but he was cute, and his smile just made me melt. Shawn even asked if I would object to him kissing me, I said no, IT was fine, and there in the parking lot of the Mall of NH, we shared our first kiss. Like the song says, "You(he) had me from hello." By the end of the date, I was saddened with the thought of going home, but I had a burning desire in my heart. I looked Shawn in the eyes, held his hand(I'm sure they were shaking), and asked if he would be my boyfriend. Obviously Shawn said yes, and I was ecstatic. Thus started the beginning of our journey and relationship. Here I sit at the computer and think about the past two months. Alot has happened, and alot has been shared. There's even been alot of growth, on both sides of the relationship. We are even growing together as a couple, which is something i always wanted, but never thought I would find. Now Two months later since our first meeting, I gave Shawn a card, with (to my shock)the exact words I wanted to say, and I once again asked for his hand in a committed partnership. Yes, ladies, I did offer him a ring, a Celtic knot ring, that symbolizes a man's journey through life. To this day I am in Shock of where I am now, but I am not complaining. I could not be happier. Will I be the one to propose? Who knows, John you have to have my back on that one. Maybe Shawn will, but What I do know is this, I am opening up more to Shawn Than I have my own family. He really is becoming my other half. Shawn if you're reading this, I love you with all of my heart!