Thursday, May 8, 2008

And people wonder Why I worry.

Watching this video, makes me sick. It hurts me to know that I as a gay man cannot hold Shawn's hand in public, let alone kiss him. Who are you to say that I will not get into Heaven? And who are you to say there even is a Heaven? When my sister was going through her drug days, I turned to the church as any "good cradle Catholic" would. There I began my formation into vocations, and even looked into the priesthood. Yeah, just what we need another gay priest, but truth be told, we are ever where. Well as i was searching for my "calling" I knew I had to come to terms with my sister's drug use. Though I did not agree, I still accepted her as my sis. I know this is a bad example, because hell hard shit fucks you up, and well, let's face it, being in a committed relationship isn't harmful. Why can't we all agree to disagree? It's stuff like this that makes me almost afraid to hold Shawn's hand in public, or even kiss him, and I do not do so, to show off, rather, I do so because I love him. I will continue to hold his hand, and yes, even kiss him, because something needs to be done, and people need to see that there's nothing wrong with us. A VLOG may follow this post.


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